Kate sits at her desk reviewing some new client paperwork. Everyone else has gone home for the day but Kate doesn’t like to leave things unfinished. She knows how much better she will feel when all her work is cleared away.
The sun glimmers through the windows as it begins to set. Bright streaks stretch across the carpet and angle across the walls in a way only Kate is familiar with. Time escapes her as she sits focusing, forgetting about the lovely summer evening.
Before she knows it, there is nothing but darkness outside. Kate looks around the office, suddenly aware of how alone she is, sitting in the dark. She carefully organizes her desk in preparation for the next day, grabs her purse, and heads for the elevator.
As Kate stands in the lobby waiting, she begins to feel the same awkwardness that washes over her every time she’s the last one to leave the office.
“Why am I doing this?” she thinks to herself. “I don’t even like this job! I’m so stupid for wasting any amount of extra energy…..just sitting there like that. This is my life! I need to go out and enjoy it.”
Kate takes the elevator down to ground level, gets in her shiny new BMW, turns the music up loud, and speeds home with the sun roof open. As the warm summer air refreshes her senses she begins to relax and enjoy the ride home.
As Kate pulls into the garage of her highrise apartment, her frustration suddenly returns.
“I’ve just got to keep busy” she say’s to herself as she walks down the long wide hallway towards her apartment. “I’ll cook a nice dinner tonight and take a hot bath. This is just anxious energy, Kate! Okay, pep talk over before someone thinks I’m crazy…..”
The door is unlocked, cats are greeted and pampered, plants are watered. Garlic and onions chopped and salad rinsed. Boiling, simmering, baking……..eating. Television blaring, every light on, every door open while bath water heats and heals………………………………………
Bed. Cool sheets, ceiling fan on low, cats purring, book………..lights out.
Silence screams out through the night, waiting and listening for sound. Minutes drift by into hours as the clock tick tick ticks in anticipation of time.
The hissing and growling alert Kate just in time to see her enter the room. The female doctor moves swiftly towards the bed……..
“Ssshhhh” is her only sound towards the cats as she paralyzes them into silence.
Kate starts to sit up as the woman walks toward the side of the bed. She looks over to see three men standing just outside the bedroom door. She’s seen them before. They are military…….she knows. Three big bad men guarding one woman from another. Pathetic.
Next comes the color black and then she’s sitting in the chair being asked questions again.
“How are your eyes doing, Kate?” asks the female doctor as she shines a light into them.
“Good” replies Kate as she looks around the dark room. It looks exactly like a regular exam room, nothing special at all.
“No blurred vision or any changes in your left?
“No” lies Kate as she feels the woman’s energy change. She has realized Kate is lying but Kate doesn’t care. She just wants this “eye examination” to be finished.
Then Kate’s wish comes true and she’s back in bed but with more figures surrounding her. These figures aren’t big and bad but they have a job to do. Kate feels a love for them………a love that isn’t returned in the same way. But love is love…….right?
Kate knows what they have to do but suddenly, she knows what she has to do too. Machines begin to work, paralysis becomes stronger, needles start rotating above her and one is directed straight towards her left eye……..
“Hey hey! What are you doing? Where are you going? What color are you? What’s your name? how are you feeling? Are you here to help me? Where did you come from? Do you like pasta? When are you leaving? When did you get here? Why are you here? Do you have any pets? Do you have sex? What are you doing? When will you leave? Where will you go after this? Are you married? Do you like it here? Do you like me?…………………………………………………………………………………..paralysis stops.
Kate lifts her head off of the bed. It still feels really heavy. She slowly moves her legs as the yelling starts from somewhere outside her room.
“Take care of this goddammit!” a deep sounding male voice barks out. “Send in the teacher NOW before she kills them all!
“I’m not going to kill anyone” kate thinks “I just didn’t want the needle stuck in my eye!”
Kate tries to speak to let them know she means no harm but her voice hasn’t come back yet so she tries telepathing to the being surrounding her bed. She tunes into them and suddenly feels how terrified they are just as another figure comes through the wall beside her head.
“Kate, it’s okay” her teacher communicates to her. “This has to be done. It’s not going to hurt you.”
“Are you telling me a needle in my eye won’t hurt one bit? It won’t blind me?” Kate asks this familiar being who has been with her since childhood.
“That is correct” her teacher replies patiently and kindly “but this is something that has to be done and you have to lie still so we can finish the procedure.”
“I’m so scared though. I don’t even like the thought of something entering my eye. I’m not sure I can lie still for this one.”
“Don’t worry, Kate. Just try your best and remember no matter how scary it might seem, there will be no harm done to you. I’m with you now. I’ll stay right here.”
Kate feels so much better now that her teacher is back. She hasn’t been able to communicate with her for the longest time and has missed her. She wants to please her teacher and so she begins to calm herself and lie still.
The machines start again and all she can focus on is the needle heading straight for her eye. She keeps her eye open and watches as it gets closer and closer and closer and…………blackness.

Kate opens her eyes and rolls over to see the sun shining through the curtains. She feels drained but glad a new day has begun. She gets out of bed, stretches, and walks towards the kitchen to make coffee. Her cats are stretched out on the couch in the living room looking happy and cozy.
“Hi guys!” Kate calls out to them. They squint their eyes at her in return and begin to stretch their bodies out for the morning breakfast routine.
Kate feels the sunshine warm her feet against the kitchen tile and realizes how happy she is this morning.
“This is the beginning of a new day” she says to herself as she looks out her kitchen window at the beautiful blue sky. “I am alive, living this life right now and I choose to be happy.”
Kate smiles to herself for a moment, looks out the window again and then opens the refrigerator in pursuit of eggs. It is indeed a new day with endless possibilities.